mental medications. me to you, me to myself. we're lying together in the whirlpool of existence. exactly existence, in the purest meaning of it. give me your hand, dont look into my eyes. just a little pinprick, you won't feel no more pain... you dont instigate me to anything, you're just near accepting my intentions..
just feel like they spread inside your body, making it weightless-heavy. no signs of concious processes, not now, honey. waiter! waiter! lizard! lizard!
your tongue salivated my face. my face stinks with your flatteries, your sticky smile and thin voice flows down from it. from the area of sexuality you moved to the sluggishness. jesus christ , all my face, all my face is in your saliva and you continue raping it. fuck! catch a fork in a hand bitch!!! yell!!! yell!!!
again at home. some more mental medications. certainly, honey,some for you also. lie down alongside. a new day will be in million billions of light years, there's no need to think bout it. certainly, honey, some for you also.

you dont exist.